nuffnang

Oct 15, 2010

Opportunity.

Well some of us sometimes get lucky and 
some of them might not, for my life so it get worst 
and more worst that I couldn't understand why but it 
happen for a reason.

And for that reason I believe, I just need to have some
faith, courage and a wisdom for my life. Life it's great when
you know what is about life and everyday I learn more.

Faith is about trust, the only one who make us live in
this planet. When you put a lot of faith but only just faith it
only get something in between but then you have to 
understand behind all the reason happen.

And pray for it, 
that might eventually turns thing better
or not...

Being judgmental is mediocre.  
It takes far more courage to improve your own life 
than to judge someone Else's. The only thing greater than the 
power of the mind is the courage of the heart. Whoever 
said walking away takes more courage was wrong. It 
takes more courage to stand and fight for what 
you want, admit a mistake and talk about it.

And I wonders why some people are so selfish 
that they don't care about the consequences or who they 
hurt in the process of doing what they are doing or plan to do. 
It doesn't matter what choice I make, as long as I can live 
with the consequences and I already live mine.

For now my life still go on and I don't know 
if I wanna give it up now or later, maybe never give
up hope ever so, because it always be for you 
when you need it. 

"Once you find the person you want to spend 
the rest of your life with, you can't wait for the rest of 
your life to begin"



Oct 14, 2010

Leaves Of Grass

Whoever you're holding me now in hand,
Without one thing all be useless,
I give you fair warning before you attempt me further,
I am not what you supposed, but far different.
Who is what that would become my follower?
Who would sign himself a candidate for my destructive?
The way is suspicious, the result uncertain, perhaps destructive,
You would have to give up all else, I alone would expect
to be your sole and exclusive standard,
Your novitiate would even then be long and exhausting,
The whole past theory of your life and all conformity to the lives
around you would have to be abandon'd,
Therefore release me now before troubling yourself any further,
let go your hand from my shoulders,
Put me down and depart on your way.

"by Walt Whitman"

Oct 13, 2010

Just Once...

Once in my life, thinking of what my best said...
"Why can I let the one who love you thru to feels 
what's your deep inside for once...?"

 
Maybe I'm afraid of losing her or maybe I'm scare of myself,
I don't know... maybe I just don't care as long I love her, and that's
all I need to know but I guess that also is very important for her
to knew it too.  

Some people are meant to fall in ♥ with each other, 
but sometimes not meant to be together. But I believe that what
is meant to be will meant to be and I always find a way.


If I knew I'm gonna loss someone that's mean so much in 
my life, I'll avoid it! ...eventually is not my decision to make 
and it's up to faith, because I believe in God.

Love your life to the fullest, do all the thing you 
wanna do, dream as they may come true, but remember 
always keep faith in love what you think and do.

"LOVE IS NOT THE DESTINY BUT A JOURNEY OF LIFETIME."
It is not how much love I've in the beginning, but how 
much love I build until the end.

Probably I've my own reason not to let 
anyone get thru deep inside my heart, not because 
she don't deserve it and maybe she think I'm "GAY"
...absolutely not... 

...or maybe it got to do something with
my past and with all love before this...


  No... 
Just I don't know the truth about myself yet,
and I can't take another risk to loss it again someone 
that's really meant so much in my life.



Oct 12, 2010

What do you do?

What do you do when you fall in love with someone,
and that person is your world but if you tell them how you 
feel you'll lose them forever???

Never leave a true relation for few faults, think just ones...
Nobody is prefect, nobody is correct and in the end, AFFECTION is 
always greater than the PERFECTION...

Most of the problems in life comes because of 2 reasons. 
#1 we act without thinking...
#2 we keep thinking without acting.

Whatever battle we have raging inside us, 
we always have a choice - to be the best of ourselves,
it's the choices that make us who we are...
 
I'm never upset when I see an ex with someone else. 
...Why? 
Because ever since I was little, my parents 
taught me to give my old toys to the less fortunate.

One step back doesn't mean you're defeated, 
it only means you're going to take the same step forward 
again, but this time. I'll be more WISER...