Secrets Heartbreak Warfare.

What do you do when your so in love with someone, but they are in love 
with someone else? You hide a broken heart behind a laughing face and 
even though you would said I'm over you no one will ever take your place. 
You smile sometimes to hide your feelings but even they wanna explode, 
you wonder if you would ever feel the love you once had, maybe you will 
maybe you won't, who knows...

People say go to your happy place when you are sad, but what if your happy 

place is what made you sad?! You've maybe made up my mind, you made the 
wrong choice, you fell for he/her, you fell for he/her act, you trusted he/her, and 
in the return she broke your heart. Really... it's really sucks that the one person 
you want to hate the most is the one whom you love the most.

So confused you don't know what to do. How do he/she walk away from someone 

he/she love more than life itself? I'm at the end of your rope. Do you let go or hold
on for dear life?! What is going to hurt you more, to staying and fighting for he/she 
something that won't happen or walking away from something you need.

I wish my heart had a off button, not because i don't want to care anymore but 

because I'm tired of all the pain it's causing keeping it on me...or maybe someday 
we find someone who actually gives a freak about.

Why do feel guilty.....?? If that's right because your friends told you not to trust 

he/her and just did anyway! WOW!! THAT WAS A MISTAKE!? When you really 
all alone and the tears are creeping in and the depression takes over, there's 
nothing you can do to stop it, all you can do is try to survive. yes! i am learning to 
live without you, but I'm not learning how not to love you! 

"Silly Boy, Open your eyes, she has more feelings for you...
Than you Can Imagine.." :P