Nov 26, 2010

The Truth. Chapter #1

I'm not kinda guy who just wanna get something on
what's in your pants anymore. Yes.. if you look back on 10 year 
ago I was one of that guy and turns out when I "think" I discover 
a true love but the fact, is not.. I've punish for the mistake
that I made, I've no regret what I do.  

I feels how to be betray, heart broken, sad and be
lonely for the regret that I've done that I even couldn't feel
those pain and that makes me what I am now. After the self sense
of myself turn in the right path I found someone who once
give a hope to change and is not bad at all. 

She made me something that I couldn't discover 
myself for what I capable, and she will be the amazing thing 
happen into my life. Wish I could see each and everyone and every 
girl that I've dating with and say "I'm sorry and I didn't meant to
play with your heart or take advantage"...

"And that's already label me what a fucking jerk
I am"...

Now it all left behind me that I couldn't go back in
some what ever ways. I must moving forward and understand
the mistake past couple of years my living and so I could be better
person even more to believe every thing happen for the reason
that I didn't wanna know at all.

to be continue...

Nov 20, 2010

A Guy Saving A Girl.

#1: I'm gonna break you heart softly, gently and painfully...

(Every girl wants a guy that isn't afraid to let everyone know that he's 
fallen for her, is not that I don't like or love you, the fact is I do.)

#2: I'm gonna make you hate me so f**king bad for what I really am, none 
a material guy, or so what ever you call and I'm heartless person... 

(In life there are two certainties: You'll never get everything you want, and 
you'll never want everything you get, none of this that I want too but you 
deserve more and better than me.)

#3: Last and but not least, I'm sorry for the thing I've done...

(I did mean to fall for you, because it's the best thing happen to me 
this year, you perfect for me and now is my turn to save you.)

Nov 19, 2010

He Feels.

"My feelings? Oh don't worry about those, no one else does..."

He always trying to please and make everyone happy, 
the only problem is, he the only one feeling unhappy. It's much easier 
to fake a smile than to explain what you really feel inside.. He know in 
her heart, she didn't deserve what he did to her.

But it's his life, his choice, his loss...

The worst feeling is trying to be happy knowing that you still 
feel dead inside and some people just don't understand how much they 
hurt other people, and they don't know how the other person is 
feeling. Trust less.. It hurts less.

He says ...
"It's easy to love somebody when everything is 
wonderful. The proof of someone's love is that they still 
love you when everything is awful."

Live, life and love is unconditional commitment to an 
imperfect person. To love somebody isn't just a strong feeling, 
it is a decision, a judgment, and a promise. Live in passion.. 
Life with a style.. Love till you death..

Nov 15, 2010

Are You Okay?!

I've been long, a long way from here
Put on a poncho, played for mosquitoes,
And drank 'til I was thirsty again

We went searching through thrift store jungles
Found Geronimo rifle, Marilyn's shampoo
And Benny Good man's corset and fan
Well, o.k. I made this up… 
I promised you I'd never give up

If it makes you happy it can't be that ba-aa-aa-ad
If it makes you happy then why the hell are you so sad?

You get down, real low down
You listen to Coltrane, derail your own train
Well who hasn't been there before?

I come round, around the hard way
Bring you comics in bed; scrape the mold off the bread,
And serve you French toast again
Well, o.k. I still get stoned… 
I'm not the kind of girl you'd take home

We've been far, far away from here
Put on a poncho, played for mosquitoes,
And everywhere in between
Well, o.k. we get along… 
so what if right now everything's wrong?

Nov 14, 2010

Live, Life & Love Chapter #8

A very true but strange. Love doesn't start in morning & doesn't 
end in evening. It starts when you don't need it & ends when you need 
it most. People may forget what you do, but people will never forget 
how you make them feel. Sometimes I wish that everything would 
turn out the way I dreamed about...

Nov 13, 2010

As Lovers Go


One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you me or your life?", 
I'll say "my life", and you'll go and leave me... without knowing that you are my life. 
Sometimes I just want to see my future to make sure your in it, and I can says,
distance means so little when someone means so much.

Nov 10, 2010

Attraction = Attraction

" Attraction is the temporary love 
" but " 
Love is the permanent attraction "

Once in a great while, 
It all comes together. 
It all falls into place, It all works. 
If u have the patience to wait,
The one then love will find you.

When you really matter to someone, 
That person will always make time for you. 
No excuses, no lies, and no broken promises. 

I wish I woke up everyday smiling,
As I remember I have you in my life, 
 I hope many years from now I would still,
Wake up smiling for the same reason.

And I wish that you were here,
Or that I were there, 
or that we were together anywhere.
If someone truly wants you, 
Nothing will keep them away. 
They will do everything they can,
to be with you.

Nov 3, 2010

I can't fight it...

Help me...
To Accept the Things that I cannot Change
Grant me a Strength to Acknowledge my failures,
Give me the Wisdom I desperately am in Need of,
And the Will to let go...

Nov 1, 2010

"The Winner Stands Alone"

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then look the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Thought as far that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equal lay
In leave no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yes knowing if I should ever come back,

I shall be telling this a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I…
I took the one lee traveled by,
And that has made all the different.

by Paulo Coelho