Free Fallin' (Where The Light Is...)

Tired of...

Have you ever just looked at someone, and automatically

felt annoyed? Because to me that sometimes people can

walk around with their head up their ass all the time... !!!

(wishes I had a remote control for people, that way I could

mute or delete people when I need to =) But i just given up

wondering why, what, where or were it's all going and i just

enjoying the ride :) Just live life love do each everyday and

"smile" and "hug" the people in your life, let them know you

care and that you love them...

If you are thinking of someone today, say a prayer for 

them,because you never know what they might be going through. Changing a lot and enjoying my life without any expectations, life is an art, which everyone can do, but to 
be loved is a gift which only a few can get! Somethings 
you cannot change, somethings you can, so change what 
you must, if so you can be who you want to be tomorrow, "Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, 
you'll start having positive results."

If you wanna know...

Men are not all that complex in what their needs, but 

those needs are very intense. Almost all male needs 

are egocentric, meaning he is the center of his universe 

and the relationship. Males need a constant validation 

and support of his power. He communicates physically, through deeds, accomplishments and declarations. 

He wants help primarily only when he asks for it, less 

he be thought unworthy, and or weak. Children and his 

mate/wife are on the periphery to support his success. 

His partner is his support, not his equal. His image is 

most important. 

Men feel their stature and power being whittled away 

by social change.This goes way back biologically on 

the evolutionary track, with the strongest male animals becoming king of the mountain or pack-tending to the procreation and the regeneration of him through his 

progeny. His strength/status and his image are of un-
most importance if he is to have any change at all of 
obtaining and keeping a mate and propagating on his 
species.

Many men have evolved socially, expanding their needs 
to include allowing a spouse or partner to relieve some 
of his burden. He may even participate in relieving some 
of hers. Faithfulness, knowledge that woman he loves 
will never sell him out. Support and submission: it make
assurance that his wife will follow his lead without any questioning every decision he makes, especially in crises. 

Encouragement, sympathy, faith support, understanding 
in good times, but even more in bad times. Importance: 
status and value in giving advice in making plans. Respect, feeling that he is held in high esteem, privately and publicly. 
 A completer, someone to give him input for his decisions, 
quiet admonishment about his flesh patterns, and spiritual 
and moral support. A partner, someone with whom to share
all his life, for life. Manly time, time to be alone and do what 
he wants, time to do some male bonding in sporting or may social endeavors with men without his wife's presence, time 
to be free of responsibilities... some time to escape. 

Sex, a man needs a partner who realizes that men and 
women usually have different sexual desires and needs, 
is willing to attend to his sexual needs, not just hers, lets 
him fantasize and not be jealous about his fantasies or self-explorations, and does not use the denial of sex as retaliation for some misdeed.

Wishes there was a sarcasm font.

I says to whom it may concern: "F**K YOU!" Okay, now I'm cool... LOL~ Wonders 
just how far the insanity will go... Exploring new the boundaries here, if you thought 
the things i say it out loud are bad, then you even don't wanna know what i keep to 
myself. Wonders if some people are natural born bull-shitters or if it takes years of 
practice to perfect?!?!?! ermm... i hear you are handing out common sense, so you 
better hurry because there is a long line! 

Seriously today someone set my mood off a bit after fews hours that I've just notice someone is talking crap about me... and i just know it. Wait..what did i do wrong to 
you guys?! did i say something about your father having affair with some bitch and 
leave you and your family, and make your life upside down?! (wishes life were a slut 
and not a bitch... cause then it would be easy) And dude! did the one who told your 
mum that you are f**king fagot kinda dude...?! Nope!!! i didn't... For both of you need 
to changed your attitude, think first when you saying or wanna agreed with someone 
say a thing that's you don't even know what is all about! Opss... i forgot you are her 
bitch... sorry my bad, no wonders every she said you "Like It" someone told me... :P

"Please! does anyone know of a pair of balls  for sale?!

I know someone who REALLY needs them!!" 

And FYI... i didn't ask your dad or your mum to feed on me, because I've a my own 
f**king big family in an island were i stay and we take care of each others, my jobs 
tittle is "I'm Boss" i don't do retail jobs, i do my own things these days, i know that i 
don't make a billion like Tony Stark does because all i need is time to entertains 
people and make world peace! woo hoo! And i do take care of my friends if they 
coming visit me here and tread them as my family it doesn't care if what colors your 
are, I'm not racist but I'm Universal kinda a dude with splash of awesomeness! LOL 
:D same tread to my FB gamer buddy. What goes around, will comes around and 
when it will, it comes back around to you, just know that i will point and laugh about 
it. Ha Ha. Just remember there is no such a things as stupid questions you ask just 
a stupid people with a stupid statements...  

To all Backstabber's: 

Please use a sharper knife, the blunt blades you're using is just giving me an itch on 
my arse... so come and try to stab from behind cause it easier for you so I'll be just 
pretend that i didn't see you were coming... Hahaha :P  

"Learn the Rules and Then Play Better. 
You have to learn the rules of the game. 

And then you have to play better than anyone else." 

Says ~ Albert Einstein.

Yes, I've a FB friends that i even not meet them yet and so they do like what i say 
and they simply "Like It". So what's the problem are you facing it right now with my 
friends if they do like my kinda way of what i am and what I'm saying, do I've to meet 
every single one of them then travel in a different state, different country and different continent and then says: 

"Hey there friends! how the f**k are you"...? 
"You like my new FB status that i just put fews hours ago"...? 
Oh yeah... bla bla bla... bla bla bla... LOL... :D 

And again yes...i will if i was like Tony Stark! Lucky this dude Mark Zuckerberg the Facebook Founder and CEO really get us to connect with others people in this world 
don't you think that's amazing?! If not mistaken he just 20 when he found Facebook, already been 6 years he still keep and f**king connecting people and more people 
using it... mostly good thing in life. (Don't blame the creator) :P

We are now leaving in a 22nd of century so what years are you been now...?! 70'...?! 
Don't ever take me serious I'm 100% sarcastic, well except when I'm serious... Do you having less "Like It" problem  disease, do you...? need Dr. House or Dr. Cuddy instead?! But i know someone, that guy who create "Dislike" button his name is Ron Sharrp so you can hate others people status if you thinks that's annoying to you both, you can add on at your browser if you using Firefox:P If I remove you from my page it means i don't like you, that's just sad that your logging in under someone else to see how good my life is at the moment but I'm not like that...but FYI i don't care if you don't like me... i wasn't put on this Earth to please only you! I've learn something, know why is all Playboy like reading the National Geographic? Because in both you get to see a lots of great places which you'll never get to visit, i thinks reality is a nice place to live. I just ordered you a cup of shut the "Hell Up"and all so refills are free........! ENJOY IT! :D

Wait...What?!

Someone who knows nothing and knows that i knows 

nothing, knows more than someone who knows nothing 

but doesn't know i knows nothing. i have to let go of the 

drama and the people who create it, surround myself 

with people who make me laugh. Life is too short to be 

anything but enjoy being fun. Everybody says that I've be serious, i tried it once and everybody started laughing.

In school you learn a lesson then you are given a test. 
But in life gives you a test then you learn your lesson, 
try to treat people as if they were what they ought to be 
and you will help them become what they are capable 
of becoming. There's two things decide your attitude...
"What you think of yourself when you have nothing" and 
"What you think of others when you have everything" 

On the other hand, don't you just hate it when you're hiding 

from someone, and just when you think they're gone, they'll 

tab you on the shoulder? and says "Wow! you care so much 

you ignore me, THANKS! :) well to be a good liar you need 

a bloody good memory. We grow older we don't lose friends,

we just learn who are real ones are. ;D

I admit it's getting better, a little better all the time. But in 

every minute I'm not talking to you, seems like the longest 

minute of my life. One thing that can never be recycled is 

wasted time... Its time to be strong and not worrying about 

the people in your past, because there must be a reason 
they didn't make it to your future. Its better this way...

"saved Private Ryan and is now off to find Nemo."

Color Your Life.

Everything will be okay in the end. And if it isn't okay, it isn't the end. There's three 

ways to do things, the right way, the wrong way and the way that you do it. If you're 

worried about what people think about you, you'll be disappointed about how often 
they don't think about you and don't think about what you could have done, think 
about what you can do now. Have fun and no regrets. Make memories and love 
without fear. Enjoy life cause in the end the journey is the destination. When you 
are down, and god is up to something the faithful see the Invisible, Believe the 
Incredible and Receive the Impossible :)

Live Life & Love - Chapter #2

A difference in my life today will start when i choose to "move on" 

from what happened "yesterday" or any others day and doesn't 

matter what is all about, i just need to make a right choice, as 

everything will goes as it plan to be. People always says "Life is 

too short, break the rules, and never regret anything that made 

you smile"...Be proud of what you have, don't get bother by what
other people may say, remember it's your life and nobody can 
dictate you which is which. But....

Why do some people think they are better than the rest of us? 
There's nothing special about looking down on others, it only shows 
your ugliness... Let's just avoid what's on my mind today, because 
I'm fairly certain I'll offend someone... LOL :P and there's something 
about some people are meant to fall in love with each other... but not 
meant to be together ! "free advise" Never forget to let people know 
you love them, because the one day it matter's most, there might not 
be time...

There is no greater pain than to have someone you love push you 

away is like having a day from hell and it's only getting worse. All 
the best love stories have one thing in common... you have to go 
against the odds to get there. The happiness of life is made up of 
little things, start with a smile, a hug and a moment of shared time 
with family and friends, there's a quote "To grow, you must be willing 
to let your present and future be totally unlike your past. Your history
is not your destiny." Let love, joy and happiness run through your 
veins, aways look for the good in the bad. Let light lead you through 
the all the darkness, and make happiness your ultimate goal...

And again I'm not trouble, I'm just a challenge to handle even i think 

I'm not weird, I'm just being normal with a splash of awesome, which 

sometimes it confuses people!!! No matter how plain and simple you 

are, there's someone who'll surely look at you as if your the most
perfect creature ever existed :D My self feels not ashamed, and will
not apologize for living by my morals, they are what make me who i
am, its all the bad things in life that makes you appreciate all the good
things in life, so we should never forget that.

Has Some Advice - If At First You Don't Succeed, Skydiving Isn't For You !

Some Random of Life.

I guess the reason we cherish some life memories so
much is because they're the only things in life that can 
never change. It's frustrating when my brain remembers 
that I am forgetting something but doesn't remember what. Thanks for trying, brain, but you're only making it worse. Sometimes i just need to hold back my everything in the
brain put it in a box temperately and just walk away. And 
life is sometimes like... your worst nightmare coming true...

If my life was like a computer so you can just shut down
when i have had enough off it, even took a long time to
admit to myself that I liked someone. But now that it's 
out, I wish she had never found out. It was less painful 
holding it inside. Someone say to me nothing will just 
come to you, you must go out & find it ! When i look 
at her my heart skips a beat. When she talk to me my 
hands get sweaty and i get tongue-tied, if only she knew 
how much i love her. And again you can never expect 
anything from anyone, no matter who it is. The second 
you expect something from someone, you're setting yourself up for heartbreak.

I wish could erase memories. I'd say I've moved on but its
all coming back when I'm all alone. I can't believe I'm still
in love with her and I hate it. Damn. :P

Secrets Heartbreak Warfare.

What do you do when your so in love with someone, but they are in love 
with someone else? You hide a broken heart behind a laughing face and 
even though you would said I'm over you no one will ever take your place. 
You smile sometimes to hide your feelings but even they wanna explode, 
you wonder if you would ever feel the love you once had, maybe you will 
maybe you won't, who knows...

People say go to your happy place when you are sad, but what if your happy 

place is what made you sad?! You've maybe made up my mind, you made the 
wrong choice, you fell for he/her, you fell for he/her act, you trusted he/her, and 
in the return she broke your heart. Really... it's really sucks that the one person 
you want to hate the most is the one whom you love the most.

So confused you don't know what to do. How do he/she walk away from someone 

he/she love more than life itself? I'm at the end of your rope. Do you let go or hold
on for dear life?! What is going to hurt you more, to staying and fighting for he/she 
something that won't happen or walking away from something you need.

I wish my heart had a off button, not because i don't want to care anymore but 

because I'm tired of all the pain it's causing keeping it on me...or maybe someday 
we find someone who actually gives a freak about.

Why do feel guilty.....?? If that's right because your friends told you not to trust 

he/her and just did anyway! WOW!! THAT WAS A MISTAKE!? When you really 
all alone and the tears are creeping in and the depression takes over, there's 
nothing you can do to stop it, all you can do is try to survive. yes! i am learning to 
live without you, but I'm not learning how not to love you! 

"Silly Boy, Open your eyes, she has more feelings for you...
Than you Can Imagine.." :P

By Joe Mcguire

"Love is always bestowed as a gift ~ freely, willing, and without 

expectation. We don't love to be loved: we love to love" :) 

That all man should realize~

This line i pick up from facebook friend, he actually sometime give 

a lots of inspiration to me and others people around so that we all 

can remembering things that we shouldn't remember and people we 

will never forget...

I'm a Boss & also Co-worker

I see friends requesting help with farms and need something for mafia, cafe world 
too. It makes me wonder... If I post a request for help to with the job, is there an 
application for that? :P After a fews day we make a progression the place has been 
torn up to rebuilt back the structurer so everything will look new! fuhhhyooo.....!!!!
And is one a hell of a work~

If you are over 30, and you are working somewhere that requires you to wear a 
name-tag, you have made an errorin your vocational choice, funny is it.. But i wants 
to know... "What Would You Do If You Didn't Have To Work?" probably some people 
do spend all day talking about work and going to the bar, then spend all night at the 
bar talking about "work" ...ermmm :P

For those guys, they wishes work was more like great sex - not more than an hour 
on average, worth every second, a great workout, and you get the option of a nap 
at the end... :D

Wonders why time goes by so quick at home, but goes so slow at work? But we 
all do keeps going the extra mile at work, as we boss keeps finding we and bringing 
we back! :D I think we should all call in to work well. Tell the boss (ourself) that we 
feel way too good to come to work again... LOL~

When I'm the Boss & also Co-worker we all have to do everything ourself for 
satisfy, for a good sake of friends and family future been a dream that all need to 
share so that every single one can all live in harmony and peace.

Taking My Chances.

One of the best feelings in the this world is knowing that 
you actually mean something to someone, that everyone 
have their sweetest side, the only difference is the way 
they show it and their chance of having a person to share 
it with. The other best feeling is having them prove it and 
the only people you need in your life is the one that need 
you in theirs. 

Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an 
option that is a life fact i can tell you. It's funny "love" is like 
a drug, but when i guess you overdosed it. Whoops.....!!!! 
biggest mistake of your life... right?! Maybe if you love someone so much that you want that person to be happy, 
even if you are not the one to make she/he happy, then it 
is a real love. 

And perhaps you can't make someone to love you, all you 
can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to 
the person to realize your worth and the worth of your caring.

My Sassy Girl.

If a girl cries in front of you,  
It means that she couldn't take it anymore.  
If you take her hand,  
She would stay with you for the rest of your life,  
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.
 
A girl wont cry easily,  
Except in front of the person who she love the most,  
She becomes weak.  
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most,  
She put down her ego.
 
Guy's...  
If a girl cries cause of you please hold her hands firmly,  
She's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
 
Guy's... 
If a girl cries because of you,  
Please don't give her up,  
Maybe because of your decision,  
You ruin her life.
 
When she cry rite in front of you,  
When she cry cause of you,  
Look into her eyes, can u see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?
 
Think...  
Which other girl have cried,  
With pure sincerity,  
In front of you,  
And because of you?
 
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not cause she want sympathy or pity,
She cry, because crying silently is no longer possible,
The pain, hurt and agony have,
Become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guy's...
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
It's time to look back on want u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, cause one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say... "I'm sorry".
 
To my all my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Don't do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love
YOU the most...
 
"I flash back memory on Dec 27th 2006"

Stay Tough and Live by Faith.

The "SCARS" she can see on the guy that makes 
her who she is, but the "PAIN IN THE ASS" that she 
keeps inside defines the "GREATNESS" she will do. 
Even though she don't think you may realize, maybe 
you'll realize you lost a piece of diamond while you 
were busy collecting a stones, and how much you're
actually put her through, and she hope one day then 
pray, it hits you so fucking hard back, because by time 
she'll be completely over you for the things that you 
have done... 


Why an idiot like him feel this way about her...? he 
abuse her, he treat her like shit, and yet he can't get 
her of his mind cause only thing he couldn't have is 
her heart and i bet he know he can only hurt her heart. Everyday she fall apart because she know that she will 
never have someone like you again but someone else 
will and that poor little girl are so damn unlucky, people 
say never to give up on love, i guest i believe that...


What if the one you really love is, doesn't want you the 
way you wanted them? because that's the fact we must 
accept and do not deny it. She might thinking, and all 
she wants is for one guy to prove to her, they're not all 
the same and yes their are few just follow your instincts, 
avoid people who indulge in gossip, let go of toxic friend-
ships and relationships and side step troublemakers 
destined to wreak havoc! Cause time is the only a pain-
killer for heartache, the pain lives a scar as your heart 
shall never be the same again and on that we must hang 
on and keep strong living with it.

Don't Give A Damn!

You can't always wait around for someone to fix your damn broken heart. Sometimes you just have to repair it yourself, and don't tell me you have feelings for me when you have no idea or intention of doing anything about it when you know 
how much i care. 

People always say you deserve better but what if i don't want 
it better. What if actually the best person of all was standing right in front on me? mom told me there were other fish in the sea, after my fish left me, so on my door is a sign that reads I'm taking a break from fishing. It's not that funny how can people you love and care for the most can cause the most 
pain to you, and sometimes the feeling that come back are 
the ones that never went away and thinks never really forget the ones who touched your heart, regardless whether it's the ones who broke it or the ones who healed it. 

Wish somebody would enough actually listen, actually care, actually try to make a little difference but maybe wishing isn't enough when you feel like this. But now I'm ready to create 
a change instead of just letting the things happen. Maybe it's not bad at all to be selfish sometime. And because there'll be some things in life that are not meant to be shared.

Just hope.

As we dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance 
for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes,
we dance for screams, we are the dancer and we create 
the dreams. Maybe, just maybe... if things are starting to 
change for the better and hopes things keep going the way they're going now. Rough times will never last longer than 
it might takes to alter your mindset to learn something from 
it, adapt to the environment adjust your sails and just move 
on. Wish we have enough happiness to make us so sweet, 
trials to make us strong, sorrow to keep us human, will hope 
to make us happy and faith to make us humble and i thinks 
we promise according to our hopes, and perform according 
to our fears. If you never failed... you never live...

What is ♥ ?!

When you been in love everything begins to looks so 
beautiful, every dreams seem to came so true, all the
goals changed their direction, even the wind changed 
its course and your eyes search for a color to fill in, by 

every moment every time it will always only the left one 
name on lips... 

If I could fall in ♥ again...

Believes that being single is not about being alone but being free to discover who you are as a person and it's better than being in a bad relationship probably i change being single is

inevitable, me struggle to being in relationship is an option... she might love me or hate me, but either way, she'd thinking about me. Live every moment as if it were your last, treasure 

every moment it will soon become your past. Even when is a broken heart girl or a guy if it's meant to be fate, it will brings people who in love back together... wishes that i were in a 

different time, in a different place in my life, then maybe things would be the way i want them to be and let's see what future might brings. 

"Look back and thanks and look into forward and trust God" God closes doors no man can open and god opens doors 
no man can close. I've made my decision, as much as it is hurting me, it's something that I've to do, went from being "single" to "even more single." LOL~

A moment...

"a photograph is pausing time for a moment and keeping that moment forever"

Sense of "Ego"

I don't need to impress you so I'll be what i want to be, and
not what others what to see. Don't ever let anyone change
who you really are, they can't accept you for who you are
and they are not worth your time. Judge me by were I live,
what I wear, or what you have heard, judge me by only me,
cause i don't need your attitude and i have one of my own. 

Even i make mistakes, like the time i thought I'd made a
mistake but was mistaken and i thinks that mistaken are
lessons of wisdom. When you make a mistake, don't look
back at it for long. Take the lesson and move forward, it's
all you can do. There's are four things that stand between
me and God. Fears, Pride, Arrogance, and Ego. But it's
better to lose your ego to the one you love, rather than to
lose some one you love because of ego...

Time...

As the time past me by and i just keep healing myself from 
the mistake that I've made over and over again. Wish that i could just go back, where every little pain could be heal with 
a lollipop and a hug. I'm thinking that, i don't want to wasted
my time on useless stuff that won't make a single positive difference or influence on my life, as we can't fast-forward 
into time to know if it's worth it, we trust our hearts and hope 
it turns out right. But waiting for the right time may not always be the smart thing to do, because sometimes it be the wrong moment could be the most perfect of all.

There are moments which mark your life. A moments when 

you realize nothing will ever be the same again, and time is divided into two parts- before this, and after this. Know time 

is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back.

As the wise man says:

"Time is nothing but a persistent delusion of consciousness"

~Albert Einstein~

..I'm Unpredictable

I'm hurt, not mad that's a difference. I haven't got a clue 
if you the one, but I like u, is completely numb and i can't 
feel anything and I don't know how to feel, I am nothing. 
Which is worse, someone who says they care when they 
don't, or someone who says they don't when they do?

Sometimes you just want to believe in someone, it's time, 
I accepted only i need to believe in myself and how I feel. Nothing weighs on the heart more than longing for that we
which is unattainable. Have you ever seen someone and 
just wanted to scream 'I LOVE YOU' at the top of your lungs, for the thought of holding it in a moment longer it just may
breaks your heart.  

Just me.

"Being unique doesn't make you different. It makes you the same as everyone else 
trying to do the same thing. Being yourself makes you stand out, no one is you"

Suddenly i feel...

I'm sorry for the things that i did is not right because I'm 
using you as a decoy, wishes i could have you the way i 
wanted you, but i know i can't so I'm just glad i have you 
as my friend :] Not of just because you pretend to love me, 
it doesn't give me the right to hurt you like this. Well hearts hides what we can't say. But eyes, say what we try to hide.

Sometimes, i just want to go back to the past and so i can smile and laugh like the old times, loving you was my favorite mistake and leaving you is my regret because i just get to know you well, and i know that i can't break what's already

been shattered, in this world things do change, friends leave, heart's broken, but in life it does not stop for anybody...

Back to the island - Chapter #1

A new start, a new day. I'm gonna put everything in the 
past behind and make it my own way and for that, I've a 
totally new perspective on life and  i thinks that when it 
comes to the future, there'll be are three kinds of people... 
are those who let it happen, those who make it happen 
and those who wonder what gonna happen! 

I would say "We can't always be what others expect from 
us (or what they think they need), but looking to the future, maybe there's a good reason for that." and "The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time..."

Live Life & Love - Chapter #1

When a wise man say:

"You only miss what you had when it is gone, so love your family and friends and 
enjoy living what you have instead of complaining about what you don't have."

The Introduction

I've started a journey with a broken heart and it doesn't 
mean that I've to drag with it in my dream, if i knew this 
gonna happen to me, I'm sure I'll be ready for that but 
I'm just a regular guy who try to be simple as i can be 
and same goes for anyone who has been with me, and 
now I've started from deep down below and I'll try do my 
best to reach the success until on top of the world, for 
the beginning of my life i think this song will be do just 
fine to start  over again try to be more fun, full of laugh 
and live with awesomeness. ;D

Song Title: Mud-house/Gypsy MC
Singer: Jason Mraz