Loving You!

 

"love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. it's not about 

how much love you have in the beginning, but how much love you build till the end.."

by Suxanne Xanna :D

Cry Life Stonger.

Sometimes you will break down and sometimes you will cry but just remember 

that it's not a sign of weakness, it's a sign that you've been strong for too long. 

"Nothing new will ever enter your life unless you become grateful for 

what you already have"

Life would be so much simpler and happier if people would just be 

honest with who they're instead of hiding behind a wall of fear, ego, pain, 

doubt... Time is precious. Lessons I've learned over the last year were too 

many to remember.. yet.. too hard to forget !! :P

Just Random.

~ The moment I looked into your eyes I fell in love, every time I look I fall in love 

again, I've looked so many times and gathered so much love 

...I don't know what to do ~

Dear Liz :)

First I'm sorry I don't know about you at all or about Tobeb much 

either but I do know he has a good heart, well people change in 

time to time and I do believe his doing it for something, a connection 

that make he growing so strong to try and to make a best effort for 

him self and so do I :) I'm not giving a lecture or anything just an 

experience and share a some story that has be some part of my life 

and I'm glad that I and Tobeb were friend. I thinks it's amazing how 

2 random strangers can end up becoming the best of friends! And 

maybe I'll pay him a visit soon :)

Let me tell you something about love but I'm not Dr. Lover or 

Mr. Cupid or maybe a little bit about myself been in love always 

suck. haha ..for me i guess, I use to love someone that close enough 

that I can see her everyday and I've learned something in the past 

all of many relationship I been thru and it end really suck! haha... 

 Yeah blame me, seriously cause..I'm the one who has trouble enough 

with love, It doesn't bother me in the slightest if people don't think 

I'm nice... I don't think I am either! but I'm trying too :P 

But since I know Chickaboom from a far way distance just that we 

just often text MSG with each other I've learn the odd way to fall 

in love for someone that I barely not even see her yet face to face 

just facebook and thru cellphone and i could tell it's amazing but 

thing not work it out as it plan so a bit broken heart but w.t.h 

it's my fault anyway because not pay so attention enough to her. I 

wanna touch her heart again, but if I touch it, it gets broken so I 

want to be alone for now maybe someday she will see that I was 

the one who loved her the most. I don't really get what is with girl 

actually until I realize all a girl really wants, is for someone to 

want her back =]

"So don't be blinded. See me as I really am, I have flaws and sometimes I even sin, 

so pull me from that pedestal, I don't belong there." - what I thought about...

The people you want most are right in front of you. The people you 

need the most are beside you. And the people you love the most 

are holding your hand. Life starts making so much sense when you 

start living for someone else, life gives you the real sense when your 

left alone to live by yourself. It's not what you look like but who you 

are and what you do that makes you seem beautiful in another 

person's eyes. If you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this 

entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back. And for 

me there is a reason it's called falling in love... because when you 

fall you feel the pain after you have risen, heal a long time later and 

it might leave a scar.

 

The points is you guys are still young and why not you guys share 

the moment, while still can and there's nothing to lose it, out the 

world you guys need to discovery and explorer the exited things in 

life being with each others side by side, and if I've the chance to be 

with Chickaboom I definitely take the chance and spend a time to 

get know her well so I can be a better man :] same goes to Tobeb...

 

p/s: so good luck buddy :D

Picture.

The only thing that can stop time is a picture. I thinking a tendency to 

take pictures that end up in scrapbook, maybe... It's amazing that capture 

the moment, take lots of pictures, you can never have enough of them. 

The best memories fade pictures last a lifetime, you can never take 

enough pictures. There are always two people in every picture, the 

photographer and the viewer.

 

 

She likes took a picture, everywhere when she think that spot is 

interesting she will take a picture. That is her passion doing something that 

she likes to do rather something that she not, well i also get that influence 

from her and i like it, i mean I've learned something new about others thing 

make people so passion about what they like to in life actually.

Beautiful pictures are developed from negatives in a dark room... So if you 

see darkness in your life be reassured that a beautiful picture is being prepared.

A birth certificate shows that you were born. A death certificate shows that you 

died. Photos show that you lived. 

emotional quote of the day:

I Promise That Someday You'll Regret Losing Me And You'll Think Back And Say 

"Damn... That Girl Really Did Love Me..." 

haha... Yup, that's the true ;D

I'm in Love!

Chapter #5 Malaysia - Australia :(

Live, life & love one day at a time forget the past await the future and let the 

present happen. Remember that things happen for a reason. Now she gone back 

to Australia and leave alone but its okay we still get connected by technology that 

been useful for anyone these day "cellphone"! :D

Heartache!

"Life starts making so much sense when you start living for someone else,
Life gives you the real sense when your left alone to live by yourself"

Sweet Talker?! Am I?!

"I say.. falling down is not defeat.. 

..defeat is when you refuse to stand up" 

Ted Thinks...

Changed: 
This is the life we chose, This is the life I lead, They can never 
take this from me.

Honesty: 
When you're right, stand up for what you believe in. If I realize 
you're wrong, be honest & admit it. Saying nothing is never the 
right thing to do, that makes you a coward.

Independent: 
The person that talks behind my back better have less bills, 
drama, and better swag than I do. If not, fix your own mess 1st. 

Choices: 
"When it comes to choosing between two evils, I choose the one 
I haven't done before." 

Knowledge: 
Just remember, science cannot explain all of God's works, but 
God can explain all of science's. 

Affection: 
I loves dogs. They live in the moment and don't care about 
anything except affection and food. They're loyal and happy. 
Humans are just too damn complicated.

 Believe: 
Let me tell you the secret that has led me to my goal: my 
strength lies solely in my tenacity. Dream it. Believe it. Work 
for it. Achieve it.

Opinions: 
Is not accepting opinions at this time, try again later, or maybe 
not. Even do... 

Opportunities: 
When you focus on problems, you will have more problems. When 
you focus on possibilities, you will have more opportunities.

Mistakes: 
...I'm not perfect, I have made mistakes, but so have you.

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To my lil bro & lil sis...

  "Love is a balance of holding on, and letting go."

I know that now you guys in love with your partner so deeply but as your big 

brother I would like to give some advise and who else?! ..to give such this kinda 

topic, I hope you guys can take as a lessons, try to learn from my experiences and 

yes.. I admit I've lost so many time battle myself to find a perfect love but hey.. 

I'm only human who have to try and try for better in myself. And faith is believing in something that sometimes doesn't always seem logical.. It's easy to say, "I love you" 

to someone, but it's more meaningful to thank someone for loving you. Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts, and sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're 

just passing it on to someone else.  

                             

Life is a collection of memories so you guys can remember the past, live in the 

present, and welcome the future with open arms but sometimes life is just about 

rolling down the windows in your car ..blasting your favorite song ..and forgetting 

the world for a while! Never have any regrets. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, 

it's experience. True courage is pursuing your dreams even when no one else believes 

in you but as your brother I'll... But in the same time you guys need to focus on future

dreams either on your own or together with your partner, matter fact is relationship

is long way for you guys to think about where is gonna the end :) trust me!

 

No matter what people tell you, there is always she/he who wants you more than 

the person who has you, don't settle for less than you deserve. When life veers from 

the course of you guys had planned out, re-evaluate your priorities and maybe you'll 

find that what you have is better than what you had planned. I can say ..people 

always judge but you guess they never heard the saying "Don't start pointing your 

fingers unless your own hands are clean."

"Love is something that is unexplainable to human nature in such a way that two people who have 

never met can end up together forever."

Life Lessons.

A Beautiful Understanding about Life :  

"Your problem is never really YOUR problem, 

your reaction to the problem is really your Problem" :)

I think the greatest risk in life is not taking one. It's how we deal with life is really 

a matter of choice, so choose to be happy. Find joy in the simplest things and see 

beauty in each person you meet. Everyone is trying to accomplish something big, 

not realizing that life is made up of little things, "It takes who you were and where you've been to make you the person you are today." Growing and learning is never 

easy, but the changes make us better people being so strong now ..because things 

will get better. It might be stormy now but it won't rain forever. Keep this in mind.. "Learn from yesterday, Live for today, Hope for tomorrow." Be patient and just let karma do it's thing, never be as negative as it takes over your life and thoughts :)

"Knock Knock" "Who's there?" "Happiness" "Happiness who? 

oh wait! that's right! i forgot all about you, welcome back, come on in,

wipe your feet" LOL :D

How Awesome Me Crazy!

Why not randomly call someone who matters to you and say "You're Awesome". 

You know what... I am who I am and your not going to change that! So stick that 

in your Juice Box and Suck it! When life gives me lemons I'm so awesome that I 

make apple juice and leave people wondering. "Did I sounds that dude with the 

surf board who act in the Forgetting Sarah Marshall?" ha-ha! Do you know how 

awesome I am? so awesome that my awesomeness is to busy being awesome 

to notice your none - awesomeness. =P

Here is the fact ...do not judge me because you never have and never will know 

every little detail about me that I've the ability to trip over lines on the ground =] 

that's how awesome i am! (knows he's crazy but just doesn't care!) Want to see 

something interesting? Well, it isn't this blog. However, the person in the picture 

below to this blog is interesting, sexy, and awesome.

 "To all of my friends who bother to read my blog. You're awesome!"

♥ Quotes

"If we are in love, we are making love the whole time, even when we are not."

Love may bring people together, but love doesn't always keep them together.

España ganó y voy a cumplir mi promesa!

Nunca tuve el valor para decirte cómo me siento así que aquí está. Le gustaba, 

pensé que te amaba, pero me hizo daño sin saberlo. El amor es como un río, 

que ahoga la caña blanda. Así afilados como una navaja, que deja el alma 

sangrando. Feed de hambre, una necesidad de dolor sin fin y yo, dice, siempre 

luchar por lo que uno cree no importa lo que pueda causar problemas, es mejor 

discutir y ser real, entonces sentarse en el banquillo de la vida siendo falso!

 

Probablemente he encontrado el amor, el amor real, lo ridículo, el consumo de inconvenientes, el tiempo, no puede vivir sin cada otro tipo de amor! Tú me amas, 

pero no puedo estar con ustedes .. Te echo de menos pero no me puede ver ... que 

me quieras pero yo no puedo tenerte .. lo que es un dolor de corazón ...  Y hoy, finalmente me dijo que lo que he tenido ganas de decir durante más tiempo ... y se 

sentía tan bien! Yo sólo esperaba que el mensaje tuvo a través de ...

¡Sí! Todo lo que pienso es que "la muchacha con su Orquídea".

Live, Life & Love Chapter #4

Tomorrow is coming and I can't stop it! Yesterday is fading and I can't bring it back! 

Today is all that is for sure so live in the moment, and never regret. I wish whoever 

said "Better days are coming" could have been more specific as to when that would 

be. There's three ways to do things. Maybe the right way, the wrong way and the way 

I want it "done". I think life would be perfect if: ..Some girls had mute buttons; ..Some 

guys had edit buttons; ..Hard times had fast forward buttons; ..And Good times had 

pause buttons =)

Sometimes people forget who they are because they are too busy trying to prove to 

the rest of the world that they are something else. Be thankful for what we have, you 

will end up having more. If you concentrate on what you do not have, you will never, 

ever have enough and try to make the best of every bad situation and take advantage 

of the good. laugh a lot, love unconditionally, live life, and hope for the best. You don't 

have to prove yourself to anyone because the people who know you know the truth 

and love you no matter what mistakes were made in the past.

I am who I am today because of all the things that I've been put through the good and 

the bad. Hence the saying, "Everything happens for a reason." but when it happen in 

term name of love... Love doesn't need to be perfect. It just needs to be true. "The 

longer you wait for something, the more you appreciate it when you get it, because 

anything worth having is definitely worth waiting for" ...but sometimes it end sucks too! 

The saddest Love is to Love someone, to know that they want you and you want them, 

but the circumstances are too complicated for you both to be together. ...Ermmm =]

You Both And I...

 

and it's okay if you have go away...
just remember the telephones they working both ways,
and if I never ever hear it ring...
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside,
have finally found you someone else and that's okay...
cause I'll remember everything you sang~

No clue?! either do i...

"Thought for the day" - Think before you speak. Your words could hurt 

someones feelings more than you intended it to.

Stolen

How do you stop yourself from falling in love, when you know its useless because 
you've already fallen? I realize the only thing I want in life is to be loved, so does 
every other person. New life goal? make at least one person feel unbelievably loved 
a day... I wondering..If I smiled at you, would you smile back? If I hugged you, would 
you hug me back? If I said I love you, would you say it back? I think every woman 
deserves a man who will look at her each day like she is the most amazing woman 
he's ever laid eyes on. Real love story's never have happy endings cause real love 
story's never end and I think I got it right this time... 

She and The Orchid

Today i ask few friends who might know about "Can some one give me a 
definition about Orchid + a women?!" =)   

She said: both are delicate...

He said: headache...

"she" kinda not totally agreed what have he said... "He" also have the opinion 

about what "He" say about and i would say... nothing for the moment... lets 

continue this hot conversation... =D

He said: girls gave guys headache.. with PMS, mood swings and other 

complications... (that true... haha...=)

She said: same goes wit guys okay.. give womens heart attack with all the 

scandalous, ego etc..!!! lol.

He said: because girls started it first innit??? they gave us headache ever 24 

days (biologically) and have a rest for a week (with out love) and expecting 

guys to treat them like an angle.. hell NO~

She said: felt offended??! women are like that.. we come with full package.. 

bitter+sweet. "take it or leave it!" :P

He said: not that come in packages or boxes.. its about being rationale towards

human being called male.. we've been treated badly and if we try to make the 

best out of it by having an affair means you guys need to know that you have 

faulty on your side.. lets make it simple.. if you buy a product which have a faulty, you'll returned to the factory.. and if in human being you cant get your bloddy self 

into your mom if your faulty.. just have another one...

"And the things get tide and more tidier then what i thought about the simple 

delicate issue =D and i said: okay maybe i like all the conversation too much =P..."

and i ask individually "how about women best part beside the ugly part" from men side of 

think?? and ask women side of think "what men best appreciate when men notice about it??"

He said: girls best part when they treat guy the way we should be treated with 

love and all.. and if you guys have issues try to talk about it.. not banging on the 

door and keep it to your self.. guys know how to solve things and girls need to 

share.. dont think that your fore head is an LCD tv that can project whats in side 

your brain.. for some reason this is what girls thinks.. and YOU GUYS ARE WRONG! 

BLOODY WRONG! 

"And i: LOL... that's so true... =D I'm with you bro! I've to agreed cause Yes! at 

first your are so delicate and more it become more complicate to fit into the 

delicate situation as for myself side "i say".. others people what they might think,

i don't know much really.. but pretty much its the same result.." then...

She said: wow!! you sound really harsh!! you must be really hurt in your love life!

chill dude... (it meant for me too =P)

He said: I've went to the worse.. be cheated DONE! mom hates me DONE! lose a 

girl to a girl DONE! pasive girlfriend DONE! what else should i get? i've gone thru 

the worse.. and i'm DONE with it! romeo DONE~

Other thing that He said: nak chill kebende nye.. masalah bukannya dari kita 

bro(men).. masalah dari diorang and they just kept blaming it to us(men).. 

EGO tinggi = pompuan(women).. and to cover up depa kata "laki ego tinggi.. 

"cermin tanak plak tgk kat diri sendiri." 

She said: you guys ni kan.. urmm.. speechless den dibuatnye! hahahahaha.. 

anyway, its all about experience that we gone thru.. it's doesn't mean that 

relationship tu crack/broke because of women only.. end of the day, i only 

can say that.. "xda jodoh nak wat camne kan"...

He said: its not about jodoh or what so ever.. it about attitude management.. 

and if you just wanna leave it to jodoh its the same way tak usaha tak dapat.. 

and what i'm trying to say is for some reason girls have their massive ego and 

kept telling people that guys do.. and some times guys have affairs because they 

want to be love.. it's not cheating its seeking for what we've lost...

She said: i think you are not being fair to women.. blaming on us without seeking 

for answer behind what womens did to guys.. soooooo SELFISH! if you keep on 

blaming us.. you never gonna find true love that you been searching for. "so sad!"

He said: it being selfish.. it what i interpreted to girl whom i dated and when 

out.. i've been out with tons of girls giving me lots of description towards girls.. 

no matter malay, english, italian germans or anywhere in the world.. girls are 

still the same.. they always rose up with their mates and listen to them.. and 

never look at guys perspective and hoping that guys will get their perspective 

which they never tried to share with.

She said: that's what women do.. we share our thought and feelings because men 

don't speak women language..understand???!! you want women to look into men perspective but did you ever look into women point of view also? when you having 

a relationship.. you guys must practice policy-give & take, and please don't always 

jump into conclusion...

He said: girls have ego.. enough said! -_-

Thanks to "She" and "He" I've learn from it something that not i imagine about but 

"wth" its what i call Live, Life and Love =) same goes to others i guess...

That's simple delicate to understand =) for me.. and i would said that's quite true 

from my experience these couple month that I've been through with women but not with Orchid.. maybe with Lillis =P hahaha...

So i know "you" reading this before or the way around and i hope you have the guts 

to leave a comment here so i would like to heard from you myself what you have to 

say about it.. And yes it's you... =)

Chapter #4 You And Me

What day is it?
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive.
I can't keep up
And I can't back down
I've been losing
So much time.

Cause' it's you and me,
And all other people
With nothing to do,
Nothing to lose,

Cause' it's you and me,
And all other people,
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

What other things
That I wanna say
Just aren't coming out right.
I'm tripping on words,
You've got my head spinning
I don't where to go from here.

Cause' it's you and me,
And all other people
With nothing to do,
And nothing to prove

And it's you and me,
And all other people,
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Something about you now,
I can't quite figure out,
Everything she does is beautiful,
Everything she does is right.

Cause' it's you and me,
And all other people
With nothing to do,
Nothing to lose,

And it's you and me,
And all other people,
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you...

and me,
And all other people
With nothing to do,
And nothing to prove

And it's you and me,
And all other people,
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

What day is it?
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive.

“I wanna be The Sorcerer’s Apprentice”

Forget Superman, Batman and Wonder Woman and screw the Vampires and 

Werewolves. Here come new "THE SORCERER’S" with his new apprentice Ted Mraz together battle against the forces of darkness in modern-day Manhattan. 

And he has just discovered his superpower! he can do fireballs with music to keep 

you dancing according to the type of music also he can read mind too. I wonders why 

only superheroes get to wear their underwear on the outside. If a regular person did, 

they wouldn't be worshiped and admired. They'd be locked up! ha-ha... =P 

If I can start throwing fireballs at my ex-girlfriend I wanted her turn to a 

Blue Hippo, wearing ballet skirt and dancing... that's not so often you can 

see live! ha-ha... You think that's funny? I think that's adorable =D

So prepare yourself for The Sorcerer’s Apprentice as you’ll be going on a 

magical journey with Balthazar Blake and Ted Mraz also the other dude... 

LOL...

Dreaming of a broken heart!

Love isn't love 'till you give it a way, each day you find another reason to amaze 

yourself and each day you fall in love with she/he all over again. Many people know 

when they are in love. But how can you be sure? I think it's when you think about 

them when you go to sleep and wake up the next morning smiling. But when people 

walk into your life everyday its up too you whether you walk with them or let them 

walk away, and funny when time goes a lot slower when you miss the one you love 

and too quick when your with them.

"Sing like no ones listening, love like you've never been hurt, dance like no-body's watching, 

and live like its heaven on earth" - Mark Twain

 Life has it turns and some of them are good some are bad but when i met you my 

life took the biggest turn of my life and you changed my world. I used to never care, 

now that i let you go, I'm going back to my old ways...

I'm not you, I'm not him, I'm not them. I am me!

"When people cut you down or talk behind your back, remember 

they took time out of their pathetic lives, to think about you." 

Thinking that i have no heart but i do love... i have no feelings but i do care... i have no tears but i do cry... I'm not you, I'm not him, I'm not them. I am me! I am "NORMAL" And i would says, if you don't have anything nice to say then just shut up and don't say anything at all, because I've learned one thing at work: Never argue with idiots, they really do take me down to their level and beat me by experience. "No regrets" is really a wise way of thinking and living my life :)

A quote by Woodrow Wilson

"i not only use all the brains that I have, but all that I can borrow"

Moment of you...

 

Loves to daydream about you...but loves it more to see you 

in front of my face and this will be a perfect moment for me 

and with all the scene make it perfect thought of you :)